one day...

Ever feel so helpless you want to forget about breathing? Well I have felt that way few times. The last was few days back. With all the shit happening in this world such as Israelis doing whatever the hell they want to Palestinians and yet no influential country does anything about it, or the chaos in Iraq, or Bush being US’s president, or blah blah blah, sometimes I feel quite helpless. Quite hopeless. The worst is when you feel you cannot do much, or the feeling that you are insignificant in helping to resolve any of the above. That is when I just want to go up in Mount Everest and live there, or go to a deserted island, or even south pole. So many times while I lived in Toronto I wondered why would anyone live in towns north of Canada where all you could see is snow all year long. Well I guess I know at least a potential reason now. Up there, I doubt they here about all the shit happening in the world. There is probably a lot less frustration. I should one day go up there and ask those people why they live there. I will let you know of the result. But haven said that, I don't want to run away. If everyone runs away from the problems we face, then who the hell is going to get rid of the problems right? So people, don't worry, I am still breathing. One day, one day not too far in the future, everything will get straight…