blog whaaaaat??

I am having serious doubts about the whole blog-thingy. there were basically two reasons that i started this blog. One, it seemed hip (it still does seem hip!), and two, it is a really good outlet of frustration, happiness, proundness, sadness, hopelessness, and whatever-the-hell-you-feel-like-NESS. i am a strong believer that one should not keep too much of all those feelings inside, or else he/she might explode!
but as i read my own blog, and all other blogs, which make bloging seem hip, i realize that my blog simply sucks ass. it is not "hip"! i dont have many readers. so the blog has basically turned out to a simple outlet, and nothing more. i am not even trying to make it a "hip" blog. i guess when i started the blog, i thought i would find many readers. but i didn't, and i didnt even try to. and by trying i dont mean giving the link to all my friends and family, or ading it on every single blog's comment section, screw that. i think you find readers if you provide a hip-happening blog. a blog with more than one post every four days! so you dont have to advertise at all. advertising like "read my blog read my blog" is for suckers i think.
now i dont want anyone to leave a comment saying my blog doesnt suck ass. it does. why am i posting this then? well to let you (whoever happened to visit this blog once a month) that i will rarely post anything here until i get my own computer, hopefully a notebook. i am planning to buy one before my trip to iran. i can see myself posting 2-3 posts everyday if i have a notebook of my own. so i am not stopping for ever. how could i not use such a cool title for a blog "Made in Iran"?!

so for now, i will read and read. and read. and hopefully starting september, i will write also.
God bless...